Puffy Noodles- A Progression Of Thought

September 27, 2020

Sleep deprived slurping Puffed cheek, bare Meago, Mamomiji and cats in the rain being a pain and bushes. -Neru [07/02/2020] Considering a rat, belly puffed up, jerking-full of maggots. A conversation about fear got me revisiting being eaten alive. Granted at the time I thought of cannibalism, and now just Death. The natural order of … More Puffy Noodles- A Progression Of Thought

Unpleasant Feelings

September 20, 2020

Suds and Dirty Plates. Half eaten meals, fully formed garbage. Sink to the drain. Floating peacefully on my bed. These memories. Rise up into my heart. Absorb, release Same dirty water. -Neru I remember staring at a Styrofoam plate in a garbage bin. It had icing on it. Like a perfect slice of icing, as … More Unpleasant Feelings

Eyebags

September 13, 2020

Sticky-stale gunky gooey. Fake leather, flaking Something aching: Pride Tactile: wooly Wriggling hide Burrowing away from the sun. Pillow and Bun. Closed eyes, open chewing. Good Morning. -Neru I always wanted to be able to sleepeat. Raiding pantries at night in a sleepwalk seemed terribly exciting. Night Feasts in Fiction and the Edwardian Breakfast ★ … More Eyebags

Swallow Me

September 13, 2020

Seriously. Ground open up and swallow me. I can’t stand the embarrassment. Like save me. Nevermind me crawling up and out of there. The immediate pain I cannot take. -Neru Sawn and quartered> breaking food into little pieces, usually an aesthetically pleasing number and good bite ratio: like three or four. Something socially acceptable not … More Swallow Me

Decimate-d

September 6, 2020

There’s something about that word. That means to me utterly destroyed. Laid to waste and ruin. Stabbed through. When I first met Blue he was walking across a field of deconstructed pie. His right instep curved and crushed down into a blueberry, his hands tied in knots around a bouquet of lavender and thyme.It was … More Decimate-d

Undertone, Overhonesty

August 30, 2020

Honestly pretty sick of this. Bloody driven through, trembling feet. Good and Done. -Neru Preferences, Tolerances, and the level of Doneness. Overhonesty vs Over honesty. What’s good for you may be bland and boring. Nevermind if it’s healthy! Oh yeah, I wasn’t even thinking about food, but then tangents! I thought “write this hashtag before … More Undertone, Overhonesty

A Queasy Feeling

August 25, 2020

Sick to the Stomach is not what you’d expect to associate with magical Ghibli food! I come along. Quivery hyperawareness of biting into something delicious but tainted. Instinct clearly screaming: the harbringer of food poisoning! Laid up in turbulence. Lurching and heaving, not quite believing. You bit into that. Stoneweight hesitation. Running constipation. Evacuated everything. … More A Queasy Feeling

Tasting Menu

August 23, 2020

A lot little of everything. They say to write about food you have to eat a lot of food. And any good writer will read a lot too. Despite this I propose that whatever I make will be a cut above palatable, go down smooth enough and leave a recognizable aftertaste. Not shocking or punchy … More Tasting Menu

Douchebag Approved

August 16, 2020

I just had to mentally slap myself. Why do you want the approval of a douchebag anyway? Coming from an odd couple of days. Inception<End of GOT Been dreaming of old houses as fortresses. They weren’t ever. No favourite room, no sentimental scenes. Just a frame for Douchebaggery. In filtered light. It wasn’t so bad. … More Douchebag Approved